I stayed up last night, not because I wanted to, but because I couldn't sleep.
Maybe it was the added stress of what I had just found out.
Sleeping pills are too addictive, so I'm not planning on going down that road. EVER.
Tea makes me want to get up and pee 5 times in the middle of the night.
Calming music freaks me out when I'm trying to sleep - it makes me feel like I'm in a horror movie and any minute, the music will change and someone will attempt to kill me. (REALLY not the best way to get to sleep)
Best way to sleep?
To figure all my shit out BEFORE bedtime. Now the only problem with that is...what happens when the shit happens at bedtime. Then what? *sigh*
Friday, October 23, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
I'm finally well.
Spent last night at Kak Ina's place to celebrate her turning a year older. Had pancakes this morning. Came home. Studied. Went to Coles. Got groceries. Now writing on blog. Productive? Not quite. LOL.
It's been a strange few days. Nothing strange has really happened. But I'm not feeling like myself. Something feels weird. Not good weird. I don't know what it is. I wish Aisha was here to talk this out with me. Figure out what the hell is wrong. Don't want to whine to anyone here, everyone has exams. Whining wouldn't be on top of the list of things to entertain.
Visit from home in a couple of days. Can't wait for that. Can't wait for the cuddles and the bitching. Need to study ass off tomorrow and the next day so can slack abit on the weekend.
Oh. Also. Had chocolate mud cake with ice-cream last night. Yum.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
It's that time of year again. AWESOME.
And to start it all off, my body decided to go into shutdown mode and adopt a little pet called the viral infection. So I'm finally starting to feel a little better, halfway through my anitbiotics. I've already finished a whole box of neurophen. Hmm.
Anyhows, just a quickie.
Went to Dubai during my spring break. For about a week or so. It was probably the best spring break ever. So many things happened in the time I was back. Got to spend Raya with the whole family for the last time, because in a couple of months, we will have a new addition to the family. Excitementtt! E.B. had his first performance, an opening. It was such an unforgettble night. The company, the performance, EVERYTHING. Of course the ride back home at the end of the night was a major plus =D
Now begins the countdown to the first exam. And soon after that, the countdown to the last exam and my trip back to Dubai. Bonding time with my Dad for 2 weeks. Then we jet off to Singapore to start what I believe is going to be the most memorable time in Singapore EVER.
If only the next few weeks could go by with a little more ease .... but I also wish it could go by a little slower... God only knows we could all use it.