To Soldier Boy & Mei Li

Your worlds might feel like it's all falling apart. As does mine. It may feel like no matter what you do, everything just keeps sinking further into that never ending hole of darkness. You know what I thought the other day? How is it possible that we're all in 3 different countries and yet we're all feeling the same thing. Feeling like there's nothing more that we could possibly do. Feeling like the only thing we want to do is crawl into Jin's room, lie there and talk shit for the whole night. Then go to McD's at 3am for sundaes.

But there is a silver lining. What you may ask? Well it took me awhile to find mine. But I found 2.

You guys. My 'sisters'.

You may be far *EMILY EMILY OUR SONG! well sort of*, but its comforting to know that you're both there. And ranting has taken a technological aspect. LOL.
So when you feel like there's no way out, and you want to emo alone... DONT!
COME ONLINE INSTEAD! hehe.
And even if no one's online, just sit and stare at our names on your little msn box and think of all the times we sat, lay and molested each other. HAHA!
Oh, but make sure you do this when theres no one around, because if you are staring at the screen then suddenly burst out in laughter or start crying, people may think you're crazier than they previously thought. NOT GOOD.

And most importantly, remember that....

I LOVE YOU BOTH VERY MUCH!! with every fibre of my being.
(And my Blacklist is open for additions. There's also a new Voldemort list if the Black one isn't enough :D)